Youre my mom. Youre not suppose to yell at me. Youre not suppose to yell at me any chance you get. Youre not suppose to say that you blame me for everything bad that’s happened to you. Youre not suppose to blame me for your kid or where you live or for ruining everything. It’s your fault for having me. Why couldn’t you get a goddamn abortion like most teen moms? It would make both of our lives so much better. I wouldn’t be here and I think just about everyone besides my boyfriend wouldn’t give a shit if I wasn’t in their lives. I’m more of a problem to everyone than a good thing. I dont even get why I’m here.. I just hurt everyone and ruin everything and I’m fat and ugly. At least that’s what my “family” tells me. The ones that talk to me anyways. I dont understand what I do all the time that makes everyone say all these things..? I dont wanna be here. I seriously was feeling so confident and liked how I looked and started to think my mom actually loved me..then he comes back and it’s all gone. I fucking can’t stand you. I really cant.
Why does neil have to be sleeping?!
"We should be allowed to pick the words to define us."
by day i am just a regular loser, by night i am the same loser only it’s nighttime